哭

每个人对哭的定义都不同。。。
有的是伤心的哭~~~
有的是感动的哭~~~
有的是开心的哭~~~
在哭着的同时，你的心想着的又会是什么呢？？？
而你会选择在什么时候，什么地方哭呢？？？

对我来说，哭是能让我抒发心情的。。。
我会选择在知己的房间里哭。。。
可能是因为有安全感吧。。。
嗯，我从没试过抱着一个人大哭一场的感觉。。。
那又是会怎样的呢？？？
会比知己一个更安慰吗？？？
还是会更想哭呢？？？

爱情不能做比较

梦醒了。。。累了。。。放了。。。
一切都回到原点了。。。
回到那个永远都属于我的世界。。。

那天跟朋友谈天，说起了大家对爱情的观念。。。
很巧的。。。他和我坚持的方向是一样的。。。
我们宁可放手，也不希望拥有一段没‘爱’的情。。。
放手不是件容易的事。。。
但是勉强却令双方都感到辛苦和无奈。。。
是你的，不管你怎么甩。。。怎么躲。。。他还是会是属于你的。。。
不是你的，你怎么逞强。。。怎么迁就。。。他还是不会回来。。。
~~~自由，相信~~~
既然选择了给对方自由。。。那就要100%的相信。。。
选择了相信，却又怀疑。。。那就没意思了。。。
~~~再见依然是朋友~~~
当然啊。。。做不成情侣， 也可以当朋友啊。。。
久久一次的问候，依然是窝心的。。。

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可是，另一位朋友却否决了我们的想法。。。
他说，时间会带给双方机会。。。
他宁愿等待。。。冷战。。。都不想轻易的放弃自己的选择。。。
为的。。。就是不让自己将来会后悔。。。
而且。。。没努力过就放弃。。。那不是很愚蠢吗。。。
可能你那少少的退让会缓回一段幸福的爱情。。。
~~~自由，相信~~~
无时无刻的关心，报到。。。不代表我不相信。。。也不代表你没自由。。。
只是我希望我能更了解你。。。
~~~再见依然是朋友~~~
永远都是不可能的！！！
既然放手了。。。那又何必要继续纠缠呢？？？
既然放手了。。。那又何必再次在我伤口上洒盐呢？？？
分开了就是分开了。。。

由此可见，
爱情里是没有对错的。。。只有谅解和体谅。。。
爱情也没有一定的定义。。。只在于你的坚持。。。
你呢？？？
你又是怎样对待爱情的？？？

nt handsome bt gentle....

haha...start raya holiday lo...
actually i like holiday long time liao...
why???
because i back uni also like having holiday...
haih...
em...this few day feel lazy to update blog...
until now only want post the last few day thing...
haha...

16/9
em em...
as usual class cancel again without notice...
really stupid management!!!!
bt then i feel today quite meaningful...
cause i have a long long chat with my new friend...
we almost talk liao 5++hour...
wow...
really so many thing talk...
haha...
then in class talk with sw pula..
untill finish class...
then go mcdonald....
talk with yn again....
haha...
omg...
whole day also tired with talk talk talk only!!!
=="

rx thanks a lot u share ur 'ren sheng dao li' with us...
learn alot through ur conversation...
friends....he is still single & available oh!!!
(can ask his ph no. from me!!!!)
wakaka...
another gao siu de is...
he say i am a very quiet girl...
look so guai guai lui...
blekkkkkkkk....
ya ya....i really so quiet de!!!
i sure my friends also agree with him....
ngek ngek ngek ngek....

haha...rx...actually i not so quiet de lo...
(you are the first say i so quiet de!!!)
just that day i feel so sleepy...
somemore...
what you said i un...
then what el said i also know d...
that why i no comment with ur both discussion...
haha...

conclusion...
what can i say about u leh???
emmmmmmmmm...
let me think think hw to describe u....
.....
.....
oh...ya....
nt handsome bt gentle....
em em...
ya...
good description....
haha...
el. u also agree with me right???
wakaka....^^

幸福的第一步。。。

要踏出第一步永远都是件很难的事，
害怕结果。。。害怕受伤。。。害怕失去。。。
无限的害怕令这一步变的越来越难，越来越远。。。
到最后得到的依然是伤害和后悔。。。
后悔自己没开此过这一步，
后悔自己没努力过，
后悔自己的无奈。。。
害怕，得来的全都是后悔！！！

可是，
若知道不可能，那又何必要开始呢？？？
若知道不可能，那又何必要逞强呢？？？
若知道不可能，那又何必要后悔呢？？？
为的又是什么呢。。。

***一个答案***
一个为了让自己心死的答案？？？
还是，
一个为了让自己自足的答案？？？

最后，
我还是选择了原地踏步。。。
因为我不希望我的这一步换来的却是我们之间的暇痴。。。
我的选择是对是错没人能知道。。。
我只知道我的原地踏步会是你我的延续，
总是希望你，能比我过得更幸福。。。

那是伟大吗？？？
还是愚蠢？？？
那就个人而意了。。。
但，对我来说，那是机会和体谅，
因为，
缘分总不能逞强啊！！！

距。。。离

我开始感觉到我们的距离了。。。
为什么呢？？？
是我们都开始都对彼此感到厌倦了吗？？？
还是我们从一开始就是用将的方式来了解对方呢？？？
互相猜疑。。。互相隐瞒。。。
可能是因为我们都是被动的家伙吧！！！
还是因为我是个容易动摇的笨蛋？？？

曾经何时我觉得我们是无话不谈的。。。
我很开心你对我的坦白。。。
但，你对我的谎言更是令我有了百倍的伤感。。。
是你开始了这一切。。。

我讨厌我们之间有了距离。。。
我讨厌我们对彼此的不了解。。。
但，我又能做什么呢？？？
沉默。。。沉默是唯一我能做的。。。
两个一开始就有着距离感的家伙就是会有这样的结果。。。
其实，我真的很想知道我们的开始是缘分~~~命中注定的。。。
还是，只是我们彼此的偶然相遇呢~~~只为了回忆而相识。。。

相处真的不是件容易的事。。。
要相处的有默契，有感觉，可交心。。。更是件难上加难的事了。。。
一切顺其自然吧。。。
你我都会找到属于我们的世界。。。
谢谢你曾经为我带来过幸福的感觉。。。^-^

start!!!!

wakaka...
today will start my new sem...
i mean really start!!!
em em....
start with 1st assignment...
time to be work hard!!!!
concentrate!!!
heart & mind cant fly away again liao...
^^

haih...
why i act like old people liao de...
always blur blur...mcc....
forget this...forget that...
just a very simple assignment question also cant remember which question is mine...
ask again & again....
haha...
bt my dear more 'old'....
when i can remember d...
she still cant remember...
then still want t'balik my question pula...
lol...
really cant always go OLDtown liao...
haha...
then we can be old lady gang liao...
wakaka....

em em...
want start my question loh...
(so late only start!!!...my style....)
gambateh!!!!^^

friendship...

what is friendship???
happy???sad???believe???caring???confuse....
em em...
actually it should be happy....
bt sometime...
people like to misuse the friendship...
why???

friendship=believe
you are my friend...so i believe u...

@

i believe u....because u are my friend...

i am the one who~~believe because you are my friend...
even sometime there is a lie between us...
bt i still believe u....
just because of i want the good relationship between us to be continue...
it is hard to broke my tolerance...
bt still have some 'friend' can do it!!!
walao...geng lo...
once the 'friend' hurt my believe...
there will never be believe in my heart with that person...
(better dont try loh!!!haha...)

everyone also need friendsssssss....
some one who can listen to u...care about u...chit-chat with u...sot with u...
we cant stay alone in this world...
so appreciate & enjoy the life with friends....
appreciate friendship....^^

***wow...dont know why today so strong with the 'friendship' feeling...haha...

moody...

em em...
2dy feel so moody...
i also dont know why!!!!
my friend said me qing xu hua de kaki...
ya ya...i memang always qing xu hua de...
i also dont know what i want...
haih...

feeling is like that...
sometime u nt even know what urself want...
just feel so bad...
what so bad???
dont know...
y dont know???
dont know also...
=="

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh......
s2p de lah!!!!

back 2 uni life...

em em....
back to uni life lo...
this just a short sem...
so fast will past d...

1st day back to school...
super wu liao lo...
class cancel for 2weeks....
then that day we wait liao 6hour for next class...
haih....

2nd day....
still ok lo...
start lec d...
also form assignment group d...
haha...
this time gt new group member again...
gt leng lui in group oh!!!
(include me...)
bt i prefer leng zai leh!!!
wakaka...

this sem i start my 2nd year lo....
so fast neh...
study 1year in ucsi d....
em...

(1st year)
ms group ~ most bad de....
a lot problem....communication barrier....
haihhhhhhhhh...

ef group ~ most suffer bt also the most happy de....
this is the only 1 subj i chase ppl work....
(usually is ppl chase my work de!!!)
haha...

law ass ~ most gao siu de...
c&p also gt full mark!!!

fom ~ most concentrate...
even untill nw...
i still can rmb what i have learnt...haha...

bis ~ mcc de jiu finish liao...

appreciate a lot for my friendship....
my dear(s), harmony gang, ef gang, tsfb+jhyy family...
love u all so much....
muakkkkkkk....^^

conclusion....happy & enjoy in this 1year!!!
yeah yeah~~~~~

my holiday...

so fast neh...
finish holiday liao loh...
shuang neh....

em em...
actually i dint have a so special holiday....
haha...
so what i have done leh???
2 week...
~sing k (1day)
~shopping (1day)
~genting (2day)
~movie (everyday except that 4day)

genting trip is the most happy day in my holiday...
enjoy with my harmony gang...
play till so sot...
sot till all black green...
haha...
untill nw still will laugh about what we have done that day...
4 big children...no image de...play till so sot....just at genting!!!
wakakakakaka...

then sing k also with my hormany gang...
1st time go pavillion sing k...
nt much different...
just environment nicer...
service better...
(actually is big differnt d!!!)
haha...

then shopping oh...
haih....
so bad lo...
dint buy anything....
just walk walk & walk....
i like de ~~~ no $$$$ buy....
gt $$$$ buy de ~~~~ i dont like....
haihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....

movie....
wow....geng lo...
watch liao so so so so many movie...
haha...
2 drama... 10-20 movie....
so kua zhang lo!!!!

lol...
even this holiday no so special...
bt i still so enjoy...
so relax....
like my holiday vy much...
next sem break no holiday liao lo...
internship 2 month...
ohhhhhhhhhhhhh....
qi dai + scare scare neh!!!