回到那我长大的地方， 一切都变了。。。
突然觉得自己高了许多，
因为比起以前， 现在的我可以看得更多更远了。。。
当然思想， 感觉， 观点， 也变的复杂了。。。
小时候的玩伴不见了， 搬家了， 甚至遗忘了。。。
隔壁家的老啊嬷变老了， 有的也到了另一个世界了。。。
我再也看不到我童年的回忆了。。。
我再也找不回我童年的感觉了。。。
只因为这一切一切都随着时光流逝，变了。。。
小时候都好想赶快长大，
那样，
就可以自由了。。。
就可以不用被管，不用被骂，不用被打了。。。
就可以去享受那多姿多彩的世界了。。。
就总觉得长大是那么的美好。。。
现在的我，长大了。。。
可是， 我却感觉不到我那所为的美好。。。
哼。。。
相反的， 在我身边发生的一切一切却令我体会到人的是多么的复杂。。。
有血缘关系的不代表会对你好。。。
同样的没血缘关系的也不代表对你不好。。。
要看清楚这一切， 根本就是易如反掌。。。
在你最需要帮助，鼓励，支持的时候，
一切就会让你了解到人的友善和冷漠。。。
我， 就是在这一切里寻找到我自己的生存方向，我生存的价值。。。
我可以很肯定的告诉我自己， 我变了。。。
发生的这一切， 我真的变了。。。
我知道我要的是什么，
我知道我追求的是什么。。。
我可以说的是，我们没办法去更改发生的一切。。。
可是我们是有权力和自由选择我们所要的一切。。。
我总是相信， 我的付出，是会有一定的回报的。。。
我不知道会是什么时候，
唯一能知道的就是做好现在的自己。。。
每个人都有自己想要追求的一切，
但在追求的过程里，
到底会有多少人会真正的去体会那过程里的点点滴滴呢？？？
你会为了一个想要追求而又不知道结果会是如何的梦想而放弃你现在已经握在手里的幸福吗？？？
我很肯定的说， 我不会。。。
只因为现在我得到的才是最真实的。。。
将来的东西， 没有人会知道，
为何要为了将来那还没得到的东西而放弃现在呢。。。
所以， 我真的很珍惜我现在的一切。。。
甚至觉得自己是那么的幸福。。。
自足就好。。。
Thursday, January 14, 2010
Sunday, January 3, 2010
la la la la la la .....(middle pitch)
haha...
yesterday go sing k with my harmony gang + wj...
we really sot sot d....
but enjoy vy much lah...
sing liao 6h!!!!
omg!!!!
super tired lo....
sing new song untill old old song...
(bt we still young girl only!!!)
wakaka...
nt bad nt bad!!!
~~~sexy voice~~~~~
yesterday go sing k with my harmony gang + wj...
we really sot sot d....
but enjoy vy much lah...
sing liao 6h!!!!
omg!!!!
super tired lo....
sing new song untill old old song...
(bt we still young girl only!!!)
wakaka...
nt bad nt bad!!!
~~~sexy voice~~~~~
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
42 days as little eunice...1...^-^
so fast, tomorrow is my last day as little eunice in FB...
haha...
happy that i can back to school life again...
bt still feel bu she de with all the happy memory in FB...
em em...
FB is my first working company,
really feel glad that i can work in this company,
even though everything is about biotech,
and actually i know '0' in this industry...
only thing i know & understand is dH2O...
haha...
others...
i really beh hiao...
ishhhhhhhhhhhhh...
from day 1 until nw, i really learn a lot,
i think gt '3' leh ba...
haha...paiseh neh~~~
bt i am admint mah,
so is qing you ke yuan de...
haha...
a small company full with love & joyfull,
(actually nt small also, may be middle)
i am nt science student,
so it may be not suitable for me to handle the product task...
(let me handle, i also dont know what is that....==")
then i mai just handle some admint work lo...
dont small see the admint work oh...
can make me so busy de oh....
untill late to lunch or even lunch also need chuk jin chuk qu de...
(sometime only lah...^^)
haha...
besides the working experience,
what i most appreciate is the company environment...
*comfortable environment* , *friendly colleagues*,
it is the best experince i gt from FB...
haha...
*comfortable environment*
~~my place cold dao beh tahan...
wear liao sweater still sooooooooo cold de...like sitting in fridge!!!
(because the a/c sooooo like me, facing me zhun zhun everyday, it scare me hot will pengsan wor...)
~~a big table with full stationary...
actually after i join only full stationary de lo, then hor sometime the stationary will kidnap by dont know who de...haha...
even the table bigggggggg, but sometime i will feel it small also, cause nt enough place for me lah!!!!
*friendly colleagues*
~~em em...everyday also so noisy...haha
shout from front till back...wau....
laugh till whole floor also know de...
sai lei mou!!! ^^
haha...
really feel good in this company...
thanks a lot to them...
teaching me a lot...
love them very much lah....
haha...^^
haha...
happy that i can back to school life again...
bt still feel bu she de with all the happy memory in FB...
em em...
FB is my first working company,
really feel glad that i can work in this company,
even though everything is about biotech,
and actually i know '0' in this industry...
only thing i know & understand is dH2O...
haha...
others...
i really beh hiao...
ishhhhhhhhhhhhh...
from day 1 until nw, i really learn a lot,
i think gt '3' leh ba...
haha...paiseh neh~~~
bt i am admint mah,
so is qing you ke yuan de...
haha...
a small company full with love & joyfull,
(actually nt small also, may be middle)
i am nt science student,
so it may be not suitable for me to handle the product task...
(let me handle, i also dont know what is that....==")
then i mai just handle some admint work lo...
dont small see the admint work oh...
can make me so busy de oh....
untill late to lunch or even lunch also need chuk jin chuk qu de...
(sometime only lah...^^)
haha...
besides the working experience,
what i most appreciate is the company environment...
*comfortable environment* , *friendly colleagues*,
it is the best experince i gt from FB...
haha...
*comfortable environment*
~~my place cold dao beh tahan...
wear liao sweater still sooooooooo cold de...like sitting in fridge!!!
(because the a/c sooooo like me, facing me zhun zhun everyday, it scare me hot will pengsan wor...)
~~a big table with full stationary...
actually after i join only full stationary de lo, then hor sometime the stationary will kidnap by dont know who de...haha...
even the table bigggggggg, but sometime i will feel it small also, cause nt enough place for me lah!!!!
*friendly colleagues*
~~em em...everyday also so noisy...haha
shout from front till back...wau....
laugh till whole floor also know de...
sai lei mou!!! ^^
haha...
really feel good in this company...
thanks a lot to them...
teaching me a lot...
love them very much lah....
haha...^^
Monday, November 30, 2009
** hippy **
tired ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh....
em...
so fast neh...
already 1 month for my internship...
miss my study life so much...
i love study!!!
haha...
eunice is so quiet in company...
all my senior also said like that...
bt...
haha...
nw they start regret what they said...
because....
'real' eunice is coming out...
talk talk talk & talk...
i only just warm up lo...
ngek ngek ngek...
luckily just 2 months...
if nt i become no image again in company...
just like what am i in school...
behtahan ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh....
haha...
back to main topic...
share again my internship story after i finish it....
haha...
will be long long long story...
28/11
woohoo~~~
thanks a lot my gang...
celebrate b'day with me...
enjoy & happy with u all...
& i like the present very much...
this is my second present for my b'day...
haha...
yeah yeah~~~
em....
this year celebrate with yn also neh...
haha
her late liao...
mine earlier liao...
in the middle...
we go eat steamboat at lot 10...
new trying also...
bt the food nt so nice lo...
so so so weird...
then we meet wj leh...
she just back from australia...
haha...
so ngam...
she having her summer break now...
haihhhhhhhh....
time past so fast neh...
few months ago still have farewell party with her...
nw she back for her holiday lo...
emmmmmm...
i also almost want become 21st liao...
cham lo...
old liao loh!!!!
hey...
why ppl say..."18 sui, bok bok chui"...
nt ppl say ..."21 sui, ????"... de leh hor....
em....
nt fair lo...
wakaka...
i sot sot again...
2 leng luis...especially right hand side de...(so ai)...=="
make a wish...make a wish...wishhhhhhhhhhhh...haha...secret!!!
potong!!!!potong.....cake....hehe...^^
our present...gong hei fat choi!!!!
me, yan, & teng...^^
wah wah & chee...
wah wah & me...cute neh~~~
teng & me...
3 super leng luisssss....wakaka...^^
(why i always so ai ah???)hehe...^^
my lovely gang!!!bt miss liao some leh....
4 gold flowers??? ngek ngek ngek ngek....
actually the main character is the christmas tree...haha...^^
hippy!!!
em...
so fast neh...
already 1 month for my internship...
miss my study life so much...
i love study!!!
haha...
eunice is so quiet in company...
all my senior also said like that...
bt...
haha...
nw they start regret what they said...
because....
'real' eunice is coming out...
talk talk talk & talk...
i only just warm up lo...
ngek ngek ngek...
luckily just 2 months...
if nt i become no image again in company...
just like what am i in school...
behtahan ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh....
haha...
back to main topic...
share again my internship story after i finish it....
haha...
will be long long long story...
28/11
woohoo~~~
thanks a lot my gang...
celebrate b'day with me...
enjoy & happy with u all...
& i like the present very much...
this is my second present for my b'day...
haha...
yeah yeah~~~
em....
this year celebrate with yn also neh...
haha
her late liao...
mine earlier liao...
in the middle...
we go eat steamboat at lot 10...
new trying also...
bt the food nt so nice lo...
so so so weird...
then we meet wj leh...
she just back from australia...
haha...
so ngam...
she having her summer break now...
haihhhhhhhh....
time past so fast neh...
few months ago still have farewell party with her...
nw she back for her holiday lo...
emmmmmm...
i also almost want become 21st liao...
cham lo...
old liao loh!!!!
hey...
why ppl say..."18 sui, bok bok chui"...
nt ppl say ..."21 sui, ????"... de leh hor....
em....
nt fair lo...
wakaka...
i sot sot again...
2 leng luis...especially right hand side de...(so ai)...=="
make a wish...make a wish...wishhhhhhhhhhhh...haha...secret!!!
potong!!!!potong.....cake....hehe...^^
our present...gong hei fat choi!!!!
me, yan, & teng...^^
wah wah & chee...
wah wah & me...cute neh~~~
teng & me...
3 super leng luisssss....wakaka...^^(why i always so ai ah???)hehe...^^
my lovely gang!!!bt miss liao some leh....
4 gold flowers??? ngek ngek ngek ngek....
actually the main character is the christmas tree...haha...^^
hippy!!!Monday, October 26, 2009
bla bla bla...^^
yo yo yo...
start my 2 week holiday d...
em em...
no no no no...
is 1 1/2 week holiday...
haha...
really feel lazy update blog....
ishhhhhhhhh...
lazy girl!!!!!
21/10
today is my 2nd paper...
& also my last paper ~~~ cma...
haihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...
what a s2p lecturer!!!!!
tipu us...
say what 75% similar...
finally...
5% also dont have!!!!!
'really want kick her s' (she teach us de!!!)
teach us primary standard knowledge...
then exam come out university standard de!!!!
(errrrrrr...like a bit kua oh...haha)
(bt you really can imagine that situation~~~open the question paper....i ask myself...i gt take wrong paper ah???why like dint learnt before de???)
ishhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...
my A fly liao lo...
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....
anyway...thanks em very much....
you even far more better than my lecturer...
everything i learn in this subject...
also because of you...
thank you very much...
em em...
then night time go pasar malam with dear & yan....
i think this will be my last time go pasar malam...
why???
~~~long story....
22/10
today go shopping with kuan kuan...
accompany her buy formal clothes for her intern...
haha...
i think she satisfy with all de big small bag...
then we go bbq plaza for lunch...
first time i go there leh...
the food quite nice...
price also ok...nt so expensive...
(bt i think better cook all for me lah...i fell lazy to cook lo...)
blekkkkkkkkkk...
so you also can go there have a try...
or only i too out...
you all also try before???
haha...
at night...
go midvalley with dear & cgg...
haha...
we brought our dear br b'day present...
simple present with our full wishesssssssssssss....
haha...
then eat dinner lo...
choose liao longggggggggg time...
finally...
we dinner at ding tai fong (agak-agak spell,nt so sure)...
em em...
the food so nice.....
and so expensive also...
=="...
here...
want thanks a lot cgg & my dear el.
haha...
enjoy with the dinner very much...
alikato...谢谢...terima kasih...多谢...thank you...
muackssss.....
haha...
(bt oh...actually cgg also need thanks us lo...if nt we both help you use the $$$, you also scare gt bao ying...wakaka...)
siu long bao...nice neh~~~yummy yummy(almost finish only know forget take pic)...too enjoy d...
this is sui gao/gao zi...aiya...dont know lah...know very nice only...haha...yummy yummy...
ham dan ha...eat dao we three also siu ha ha...^^ super nice...
sam bui gai...i like too...bt dear nt so like...haha...
wan tan ramen...walao....nice also...yum yum...
ha + dont know gai or zhu yok chao fan....nice nice nice...
so finally...all also nice nice nice nice nice!!!!satisfy~~~enjoy~~~
23/10
today kuan kuan ask me accompany her go klcc mobile fair...
bt i reject liao...
cause really sooooooooo tired....
haha...
feel so lazy also...
so finally stay at home...
enjoy~~~~
24/10
as usual lo...
stay at home also...
sleep...eat...tv...comp...
25/10
same lo...
haha...
26/10
walao....
super boring lo...
almost gt labah-labah liao...
sooooooo sian lo...
haihhhhhhhhhhh...
sleep...eat...tv...comp....
27/10
haha...
go shopping lu....
woohooo...
yeah yeah.....
28/10
plan go shopping/sing k/movie...
either one....
bt still planning only...
29/10
free...(who want date with me???haha)
30/10
free...
31/10 & 1/10
as usual also lo...
2/10
start my internship liao...
sure will be a boring work...
haha...
admin also like that de lah...
bt hope i will learn something in that company lah...
haha...
today so long qi....
cause really so sian lah...
when holiday~~~feel go school better....
when school~~~i want holiday!!!!
you see...
human always is that...
haihhhhhhhh...
or maybe only me is that...
wakaka...^^
start my 2 week holiday d...
em em...
no no no no...
is 1 1/2 week holiday...
haha...
really feel lazy update blog....
ishhhhhhhhh...
lazy girl!!!!!
21/10
today is my 2nd paper...
& also my last paper ~~~ cma...
haihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...
what a s2p lecturer!!!!!
tipu us...
say what 75% similar...
finally...
5% also dont have!!!!!
'really want kick her s' (she teach us de!!!)
teach us primary standard knowledge...
then exam come out university standard de!!!!
(errrrrrr...like a bit kua oh...haha)
(bt you really can imagine that situation~~~open the question paper....i ask myself...i gt take wrong paper ah???why like dint learnt before de???)
ishhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...
my A fly liao lo...
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....
anyway...thanks em very much....
you even far more better than my lecturer...
everything i learn in this subject...
also because of you...
thank you very much...
em em...
then night time go pasar malam with dear & yan....
i think this will be my last time go pasar malam...
why???
~~~long story....
22/10
today go shopping with kuan kuan...
accompany her buy formal clothes for her intern...
haha...
i think she satisfy with all de big small bag...
then we go bbq plaza for lunch...
first time i go there leh...
the food quite nice...
price also ok...nt so expensive...
(bt i think better cook all for me lah...i fell lazy to cook lo...)
blekkkkkkkkkk...
so you also can go there have a try...
or only i too out...
you all also try before???
haha...
at night...
go midvalley with dear & cgg...
haha...
we brought our dear br b'day present...
simple present with our full wishesssssssssssss....
haha...
then eat dinner lo...
choose liao longggggggggg time...
finally...
we dinner at ding tai fong (agak-agak spell,nt so sure)...
em em...
the food so nice.....
and so expensive also...
=="...
here...
want thanks a lot cgg & my dear el.
haha...
enjoy with the dinner very much...
alikato...谢谢...terima kasih...多谢...thank you...
muackssss.....
haha...
(bt oh...actually cgg also need thanks us lo...if nt we both help you use the $$$, you also scare gt bao ying...wakaka...)
siu long bao...nice neh~~~yummy yummy(almost finish only know forget take pic)...too enjoy d...
this is sui gao/gao zi...aiya...dont know lah...know very nice only...haha...yummy yummy...
ham dan ha...eat dao we three also siu ha ha...^^ super nice...
sam bui gai...i like too...bt dear nt so like...haha...
wan tan ramen...walao....nice also...yum yum...
ha + dont know gai or zhu yok chao fan....nice nice nice...so finally...all also nice nice nice nice nice!!!!satisfy~~~enjoy~~~
23/10
today kuan kuan ask me accompany her go klcc mobile fair...
bt i reject liao...
cause really sooooooooo tired....
haha...
feel so lazy also...
so finally stay at home...
enjoy~~~~
24/10
as usual lo...
stay at home also...
sleep...eat...tv...comp...
25/10
same lo...
haha...
26/10
walao....
super boring lo...
almost gt labah-labah liao...
sooooooo sian lo...
haihhhhhhhhhhh...
sleep...eat...tv...comp....
27/10
haha...
go shopping lu....
woohooo...
yeah yeah.....
28/10
plan go shopping/sing k/movie...
either one....
bt still planning only...
29/10
free...(who want date with me???haha)
30/10
free...
31/10 & 1/10
as usual also lo...
2/10
start my internship liao...
sure will be a boring work...
haha...
admin also like that de lah...
bt hope i will learn something in that company lah...
haha...
today so long qi....
cause really so sian lah...
when holiday~~~feel go school better....
when school~~~i want holiday!!!!
you see...
human always is that...
haihhhhhhhh...
or maybe only me is that...
wakaka...^^
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